I've often found that it's difficult to separate myself from things that directly affect me... no matter how much I honestly and sincerely try; and no matter how much I believe and take the advice that I should go about my business and not get involved, even mentally.
I've been backed into a corner, and forced into acceptance and toleration. I've rolled every scenario in my mind, but of course when someone I have to trust tells me that there is light at the end of the tunnel, I feel like my hands are tied.
I'm perplexed and completely dumbfounded in the idea of trust. Trust is a reward from integrity and personal ethics. I didn't award trust on merit or my own good judgment, but on the judgment of others who I trust to guide me in my path and through my learning curve.
I am still lost in this maze without a sighting of light to shine indicating an end is drawing near.
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